Entry with no Pictures..

Okeh, everybody...ladies and gentlemen...yg comel molek dan kacak-kacak belaka...

Sejak 2-3 hari nih, terasa nak tulis sesuatu yg panjang dlm blog nih...no new painting to be posted..just wanna share my thoughts..puncanya, i read ridhwan nyer entry(yo kak min bace blog awak)..hehe...and yes i think I wanna share my experience in life with other people... maybe it can somehow open up their mind..to have another perspective in life...

Alkisahnye...

Ye, saye adalah stok-stok budak architecture yg tidak dpt melayakkkan diri ke second year architecture pada tahun 2005...ye saye adalah salah seorang drpd 8 org itu..ye mule2 mmg agak keciwe, tapik skarangsaye semakin bersyukur dgn takdir yg tuhan berikan kepada saya..

Alhamdulillah...

I was lost somehow...2 years ago, I felt soo horrible..terrible..and miserable...WHY? mainly because i did not perform well in my subjects...but I never regretted it, because i tried soo hard to excel in everything I did..my first year was 'kantoi' just because of the design....my first year was very hard for me, (to learn using the scale ruler pun took a few months,hoohhoo)..I was very lost, cos i dont have any basic in technical drawing and i am a very introvert person(until now, but improve le skit i guess)...

and my second year..was the most terrible moments...sometimes, i end up crying in the middle of the night..just thinking of the bad results...and the harbour was my favourite place,giving me peace..i felt soo bad because although i tried soo hard, i still got the bad results...went to school at 8.30 am and stayed until 2pm...sampai pak guard pun dah knal kitorang...and yeah,,,that's why I felt soo dissapointed...because i cant perform well in those 2 years...

Everything that I've gone through..all the dissapointment...taught me the most important lesson..never give up...it's not the end of your life if you can't achieve something...And now, when I reflect back on my journey of life, i should thank Allah because I trust that this is the best path that has been chosen by Him for me...yeah, really coz i think, yea...i dont wanna be an architect , because that's not the thing that will make me happy....not the thing that will give me satisfaction in life....seeing other people living with it and take the profession as a way of life, make it even look more scarier and undesirable...(for me laa...not for other people, lain2 org lain assumptionla kan),and He shows me the way by giving me those tough moments...

I was wrong...initially, for choosing this carrier at the beginning...coz it is really not me..it took me 4 years to discover that,..haha..but i'm not regretting it, because i learned soo much from it...somehow,i get to know myself better ...

Soo pesanan tuk adik2 junior...of course, try your best to excel in the course....be grateful if you manage to get into second year architecture, but never regret or feel soo sad if you did not,..because there is still a long way to goo...maybe that way is not the best for you...believe,Allah knows better....

Now everything is getting better, saye berangan plak nak jadi usahawan...